"i need a lamp"

my dog chases flies around our kitchen.
i'm going to watch a blessing on January 17.
people go onto eharmoney for me without me knowing about it.
i don't really mind.
i'm taking a train in 2 weeks.
i have this really good feeling

"all thats in my head is in your hands"

There are three thing i like very much this summer and there are two things i don't like very much.

Like

• garage sales
• being a child again
• conviction

Dislikes

• my Spanish teacher
• conviction

"A girl with kaleidoscope eyes."

I would love to play hide'n'seek in the Camarillo Library.
And
Watch 'into the wild' over and over again (minus the ending scene when Alexander Supertran starves to death).
I would love all the sugar to be taken out of our house...except the sugar that's is put into coffee each morning.
I would love if this couch was always be empty
And
I would love if the little old Asian woman would continue to read cookbooks behind me.
I would love to stay in Camarillo
And I would love to leave.
I would love to know if and when I'm going to faint again
And
I would love to take you on a long walk.

"I stare at my shoes in the ICU"

I have been to 4 different airports in the past week.
In each one I see guys that look like you.
Some of them carry guitars,
some have a face of white that should be olive.
They all have light eyes.
They all remind me of your name and your story.
I have to remind myself that you live in LA.
I have to remind myself that you're not who I see before me...
Until I'm standing in LAX.