"Truth be told"

This is the truth...

I miss you, and I shouldn't of let you go.

"open up the dirty window"

This morning I read a few old journal entries from earlier in the semester, the theme: this spring.

All over the tan pages were tiny prayers and quick sentences of hope as i offered up all my request.

I'm now sifting through these tiny prayers and quick sentences of hope. And I'm figuring out if they've been answered.

...I'll keep sifting.

"If it's over let it go"

Easter break starts at 11:00pm tonight.

LAX will witness it, so will the 101.

Tears will come. Good tears.

The past 4 weeks have messed me up (in a good way).

I've learned a lot about grace and the world...and how God gives grace and hates the world.

I've learned that I can mess things up and screw up my life and my next year.

I've learned that He is faithful to fix my mess and call me out of it.

I love that I cant figure this out...there's safety in that.

"17and I saw every work of God, I concluded that man cannot discover the work which has been done under the sun Even though man should seek laboriously, he will not discover; and though the wise man should say, "I know," he cannot discover."

"Give us clean hands"

"And the vessel he was making of clay was spoiled in the potter's hand, and he reworked it into another vessel, as it seemed good to the potter to do."