help my unbelief.

i believe you trusted Him with all that was ever in you..

and i want to do the same.

I want to trust like Jesus Christ.

I want to be like Jesus Christ.

sometime we hold back all that's within these little tiny lumpy minds of ours. we stay quiet. and reserved. and meek... until we're safe inside our warm bedrooms at 10:57 pm. and then. we speak.

the numerous things that have

been running around

this tiny lumpy mind of mine on May 2nd.

the day after he died.

- ‎"For I take no pleasure in the death of anyone, declares the Sovereign Lord. Repent & Live!"

Ezekiel 18: 32

- "Have I any pleasure at all that the wiked should die? Saith the Lord GOD: and not that he should return from his ways and live?" Ezekiel 18:23

"I mourn the loss of thousands of precious lives, but I will not rejoice in the death of one, not even an enemy. Returning hate for hate multiplies hate, adding deeper darkness to a night already devoid of stars. Darkness cannot drive out darkness: only light can do that. Hate cannot drive out hate: only love can do that"
-Martin Luther King, Jr

- Sometime Christians disappoint me. Sometimes my friends really disappoint me.

- All have fallen short. All.

- and then...

ok i'm done.